:: FAITH IS NOTHING AT ALL TANGIBLE.. IT IS SIMPLY BELIEVING GOD! AND LIKE SIGHT, IT IS NOTHING APART FROM ITS OBJECT. YOU MIGHT AS WELL SHUT YOUR EYES AND LOOK INSIDE, AND SEE WHETER YOU HAVE SIGHT, AS TO LOOK INSIDE TO DISCOVER WHETER YOU HAVE FAITH

Finding Christ and discovering faith in our life was not something that i had ever considered and spend a lot of my times.

As a believer, often i explaining to my friends why i cant spend my times and why i cant hang out with them on sunday because i have church and have to go to church, or explaining that church is not hobby or an extension. some of my friends were dont see religion or faith when they look at me and i think that they find in me hard to understand. They appreciate the changes in my life, such as in my character, i kind of peaceful, i'm more focused, i'am happier but they seem unable to acknowledge the root of these changes.

As a teenager, sometimes i think that how do i keep trying to balance all the times in my life, and i'm not sure if it makes me selfish because i dont want other parts of my life to stop due to finding faith. i still do the same thing as a normal young people do, such as falling in love, get frustated, have silly arguments. sometimes do all that things make me less of christian.

Presence of the Lord in my life was changed me a lot nowadays. i've got through a lots of precious experiences in every single of my life. in every my doubt, worry,troubles, i've learned to do not turn to people instead of finding God.

MOTIVASI & INSPIRASI

: perbualan antara burung kakak tua dengan burung gagak :

Ada seekor burung gagak yang berjumpa dengan seekor burung kakak tua. Burung gagak kelihatan agak gelisah ketika seekor burung kakak tua menanyakan tentang kegelisahannya. "Kenapa kelihatannya gelisah wahai saudaraku?" tanya burung kakak tua tersebut.
"Orang-orang disini sudah tidak suka dengan suaraku," jawab burung gagak. "Saya hendak berpindah ke timur," jawab burung gagak. "Mengapa?" tanya burung kakak tua. "Mungkin di sana orang-orang akan menyukai suaraku." "Ooo... itu masalahnya. Cobalah ubah suaramu menjadi lebih bagus agar mereka menyukaimu karena sebelum kamu ubah suaramu, pindah kemanapun juga orang tidak akan menyukai suaramu itu," kata burung kakak tua..

Nilai penerapan..

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